Sep 19, 2005 17:06
I can't decide if I love or hate boys.
I'm missing Jimmy so much these days. Went to the first football game last Friday: wished he had been there with me. Went to the first school dance on Saturday: was definitely wishing he was there, too. He'll be back from college in about three weeks time, I'm so excited, but that's only for one week. Plus, I am nervous that when we see each other again things will be different. It is college afterall and there are all those brand new college girls that I can't compete with. We'll see what happens...
As for hating (like seriously loathing) boys, it pisses me off so bad when they take advantage of my friends. I don't want to give out any details out of respect for one girl in particular, but my God, what an effing jerk! He needs to die.
I'm sorry, hun. :(