Sep 28, 2005 22:56
okay so for some reason or another i have been thinking about the fruits of the spirit (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control) a lot latetly. i am not exactly sure why these have been on my mind or what to take from them. i also wonder at how i am doing with the fruits of the spirit. i know they are all a process and things we have to go through in order to aquire them. but it is hard and hard to understand and to what level have i achieved some spiritual victory. i don't know. this is all very random. but something i have been pondering a lot lately and thinking about quite a bit.
i wonder about how i am actually doing with them. i have been praying that the holy spirit would help me to achieve the right levels of all of the fruits of the spirit. i also wonder about if i am actually showing/sharing them with others. because if i don't share them then they don't do me any good. i want to be able to share them with others.
i also wonder how is god helping me to grow within the fruits of the spirit. man so confusing. okay i think i will end on that tangent.