Aug 04, 2003 02:18
Here are some cd's that I really want that i haven't bought.
Radiohead - Hail to the Thief
Radiohead - Kid A
311- From Chaos
311- Soundsystem
The Movielife - Forty Hour Train Back to Penn
Wyclef Jean - The Ecleftic
!Chingy - Jackpot!
Last night I couldn't fall asleep for some reason and ended up going to sleep when the sun came out. And then joshs ass woke me up early at 9:30 to go to Hurrican Harbor. I drove really crazy today. My car held up pretty well. I was at hurricane harbor until it closed and then drove crazy home. Took a shower from the piss chlorine composed water from the park. Shelley gave me a surprise call, and talked with her for a little while when i was cleaning my room. I couldn't answer her questions because i hadn't figured out what our problem is yet. I had dinner at Mallory's house, and then went swimming at Julie's house with Dan Rosenbaum and Mallory, and K. After that, i fukcin met up with scott, and ryan, and brian. They came over to my house and chilled. I played the drums for them and then my neighbor woke up and called me and told me to stop. Christy stoped by with jesilin jackie, but they brought along with them more people than i wanted and then everyone left after we smoked in front of my house. Well i pretty much got everything i want, and want everything i got, which can be pretty hard for some people i'm pretty satisfied with how summer is treating my ass. I'm pretty sick after having too much fun this week. I can't really breathe well right now. And my head is really clogged up. I could really get some sleep right now. no one says it better like i do, "i'm here for the gang bang." Thats what we be sayin all day.
It's so fukcin different now that I don't have a girlfriend. I'm not that lucky guy anymore. I feel relaxed nowthough, cuz i thought my friends have forgotten me. I've just returned to them as a stronger, more thoughtful person, and I think they like that now.
I'm starting to get some feelings you would call it. I feel different, I'm not acting different, but I am thinking differently. I'm no longer a worried person, i'm not looking behind my shoulder anymore. I'm now looking forward. I'm not skirting around anythning that steps in my way, i will face it directly now. Wats odd for me is, that instead of being with people i'm normally with, I found myself among people I never imagined i would be with. I thought i would never see people from my high shcool again. That after it was over i'd never talk to them or go to them for help. The last two years of high school,i found myself so distant from people that i knew from school, but now i'm getting closer to those people that i regret not hanging out with at school. So it comes down to me seeing my friends a lot and people from school a lot. I couldn't ask for anything better. At first i didn't go to the beach that often, now i'm there at least once a week. I get so tan, and the tanner i get the greater life is. I'm always movin, which is good, that way i don't dwell on the past. OOO last nite this guy was jumping on a mattress and then we lit it on fire, and then he jumped off cuz the whole thing was on fire!
I got the this crazy idea that i'm thinking of selling my pearl export 5-piece drumset that includes a duble kick pedal, crash, ride, china, splash. I'm also thinkin of sellin my mom. She just had her 26th anniversary with my dad. They went out for the whole weekend and i had lots of alcohol but no one to drink it with.