Oct 03, 2005 03:59
Ok im really confused right now. I am totally rethinking my major. Its not that I dont love music, I do its just my heart isnt all there anymore. It used to be fun but now its just blah.. I know I have just started out but I should give it another chance, I am its just there. my flute lessons are going well, but I admit I hate practicing as much as they tell us....
I love BMB!!! It is totally awesome.. It is really the only music thing I look forward to every week. I have always loved marching band and it keeps me going when I am thinking about giving up music.....
You know I started to talking to Lydia and Whittney more, wow what can I say other than that those chicks rule!!! They are the coolest and I feel like I have known them forever.. I can talk to them about anything and I know they wont think any less of me. They reind me so much of my older sister so I think thats why I like them so much.
What can I say about my other friends.. Chase is awesome, he is my BEST FRIEND and I honestly don't know what I would do with out him. He makes me feel good when I am feeling down and he rocks!!! Jen and Ashley, yeah we have butted heads, but in the end they are my sisters and I cant picture life without them. Jen and tab what can I say... seriously, what can I say.. Lindsey...... Lindsey... what can I say, we have had our times, but no matter what we wroked through the rest HIS shit..Any others like my BMB people all of you are great and you have made being in BMB so much more fun. What can I say, I love my FLUTES!!! They are by far the coolest Chicks, plus Blaine that I have ever meet. It is so awesome to be in a section and love every single person as a sister and brother.
I feel like I have gained so much since I have been here and for that I am thankful.
My parents brought me a brand new lab top that I will get when I go down to San Antonio the weekend of the 14-16 for my friend Jens wedding. That is going to be so much fun.. man the inner mexican in me will come out for that mexican party!!!
I have a feeling this is going to be a good week
Eric and his friends are probly going to come and visit me this weekend!!!
Thats it for now.. I hope you all have enjoyed my update that I always put off in some way or another
Rebecca