[oily marks appear on walls]
So, I feel like I haven't really gotten much done today. I haven't FELT like doing much, really. I should probably apply for some more jobs, actually, since I never heard back from Savers. *sigh* What is it??? What the fuck is it, I ask you?? Seriously. Ridiculous.
I'm really disappointed in the amount of feedback I got on the fic I posted last night. I seriously thought it was good, & I've gotten less than half the feedback I got for Holding On. Maybe ppl just want to read serious fic? Maybe the fic wasn't as good as I thought it was? I don't know. Someone reviewed on ff.net & said Holding On was better. I was kinda saddened to hear that. I mean, yeah, I liked Holding On a lot, too, but this was a completely different kind of fic. I don't know. I need to stop being so self-deprecating.
Isn't it sad how happy eating can make a person? I was really hungry earlier & I ate a hot dog & it was almost orgasmic, it was so good. And now I just finished eating a bowl of macaroni & pasta sauce. Mmm. Good stuff. I can seriously understand how people end up overeating, I so can. Food is a great source of comfort, & I'll admit to using it for that & for a reward. I do have a great amount of self-control, though, so I never overdo it.
This song ("Caress Me Down" by Sublime) reminds me of something I was thinking the other day. I was listening to "The Only Time" by Nine Inch Nails & I was like, wow, this song could be used for some awesome bondage!fic. Not that I'm into bondage, but if I were, that would be a song to use. I mean, some of the lyrics: "and the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car," "this is the only time I feel alive," and "maybe I'm all messed up in you." Helllll yes.
I think that's about all I've got for the moment. I just wanted to update while I was eating. :)
(This song is gorgeous.)
I'm really disappointed in the amount of feedback I got on the fic I posted last night. I seriously thought it was good, & I've gotten less than half the feedback I got for Holding On. Maybe ppl just want to read serious fic? Maybe the fic wasn't as good as I thought it was? I don't know. Someone reviewed on ff.net & said Holding On was better. I was kinda saddened to hear that. I mean, yeah, I liked Holding On a lot, too, but this was a completely different kind of fic. I don't know. I need to stop being so self-deprecating.
Isn't it sad how happy eating can make a person? I was really hungry earlier & I ate a hot dog & it was almost orgasmic, it was so good. And now I just finished eating a bowl of macaroni & pasta sauce. Mmm. Good stuff. I can seriously understand how people end up overeating, I so can. Food is a great source of comfort, & I'll admit to using it for that & for a reward. I do have a great amount of self-control, though, so I never overdo it.
This song ("Caress Me Down" by Sublime) reminds me of something I was thinking the other day. I was listening to "The Only Time" by Nine Inch Nails & I was like, wow, this song could be used for some awesome bondage!fic. Not that I'm into bondage, but if I were, that would be a song to use. I mean, some of the lyrics: "and the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car," "this is the only time I feel alive," and "maybe I'm all messed up in you." Helllll yes.
I think that's about all I've got for the moment. I just wanted to update while I was eating. :)
(This song is gorgeous.)