this too shall pass?
What a week AND is only wednesday! I had a good relaxing weekend until I was brushing Abbey's teeth and as she cried horribly discovered she had sores in her tongue and mouth. I felt horrible, then I went online and read and it was something called "hand, feet and mouth" disease, the doctor confirmed this the next day. It's a yucky little sickness, thankfully she didn't get it that bad but she still has to be out of daycare ALL week. I spent monday and tuesday with her, doing the whole stay at home mom thing which I am NOT good at and watching her be miserable as she could barely eat, it broke my heart. I am glad I got to spend a little more time with her but seeing her sick makes me want to CRY. She's much better today, Ry is taking care of her and hopefully her sores will dissapear soon. Still, tomorrow I am bringing her here with me and I'm kinda worried, a semi sick toddler in an office for 8 hours??? I think I might lose my mind, but I'm preparing a series of games plus new toys plus watching Elmo online which I'm hoping will keep her enternaint. We'll see...it'll be a challenge but whatever. I am $1.22 over drawn in my account, which sucks because they'll still charge me $35 overdraft fee even if it's for that ridiculous amount. So, since i'm stuck at work miles from my stupid bank, i asked peanuts to please go and deposit some money and she's gonna try if not then i have to go after work and hopefully make it before 6. Ugh, when did life get so fucking hard??? I can't stand this, I looked around as I waited for my Wendy's meal today and I prayed so hard for a better life, not that my life is not good. I love it, but I hate being so financially unstable, it HAS to get better soon, or someday. Which brings me to the cliche, "this too shall pass", something I've been hearing a lot lately, and I am biting my tongue to avoid to ask "WHEN???", but asking is not gonna make things better, only time will.