oh
i feel like i don't really have any real friends anymore besides luke, rachelle, and aj of course. he's the best one i've got at the moment. i've kind of been feeling this way for a while but i guess i've finally accepted it and started feeling alright about it. with most people it's nothing in particular that happened, just drifting apart and being consumed by lives of our own. with some people, it's because i can't count on or trust them any longer. oh well. quality not quantity, they always say. i do miss everyone though but i guess growing up happens.
on the bright side, i'm fucking madly in love.