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okay, i understand that when you have a partner and one person leaves at night to do fun things while you are asleep it sucks, right? totally understand. but to be so upset about it that he doesn't even want to speak to me the next day? or the fact that this happens a lot? idk, maybe i just don't understand. maybe he's just jealous he has to work so early and he can't come out, and he covers it up by being angry. or maybe he's worried i'm getting raped or something! or maybe he just misses me, i don't know, but it sucks!
however, last night was fun. it was really nice seeing garren and spencer and collin and alex and bo and teej and all my antishifter friends! oh and matt and aleca and addy! also, i was talking to teej about antishift and how there was only one person that i didn't like on there (based on how he was on antishift, cause i never met him IRL) and i told teej who it was (weareborg) and he's like uh...he's standing right over there. OOPS! and i was like oh, he kinda seems like a nice guy. and then he introduced himself to me later and we had a GREAT conversation! and he asked me if i hated anyone on antishift (he must have known about my oops moment, or remembered that i said i didn't like him on the shift before) and i told him about what happened but now i think he's cool, and he laughed, and now we're friends! now i officially love everyone on antishift! and i also really love antishift, like a whole lot. it's so happy and i get so excited and everyone on it is awsm. yeah!
on a side note no one cares about, i'm really excited about my art and design blog but i don't know where to host it. most blog sites don't let you fully customize, and if you wanna use css you have to pay extra?! which is why livejournal is awesome, because you can customize a lot more, but having a legit blog that i want people to take seriously on livejournal just seems kind of not legit or serious. i totes love lj, but as a journal, not a blog. typepad is awesome but you have to pay but it's only 5 bucks a month, which is something i don't really need to run by ryan, because it's probably not something he'll understand paying money for anyway. i want to start getting on designing my personal website too. that's something for when school starts and all my skillz come back into my brain.
i went to the apt yesterday to clean and made a list of what still needs to be done, and i started freaking out cause there is a lot, but as long as i get the big things out of the way, i don't mind if there's no time for the small things. also i am excited about sauvies friday, and i want to have people over friday night. gotta talk ryan into it. it sucks having a sometimes debbie downer for a mate! but i lurrrve him. he won't stay mad for long.... i'm too irresistable!!!