everything is the same, even if it's different.
i quit birthcontrol, (just for awhile) it makes me cry often, it almost happened at work, but that was related to extreme stress. I also quit men (also just for awhile). I think I have problems recieving gifts from men. When my last boyfriend brought me flowers I yelled at him. I've delayed having the break up conversation, in favor of just ceasing to speak to the person i'm supposedly dating out of pure apathy to the whole situation. I'm on strike. I'd rather be alone. I need to finish what ever the hell it is that I'm doing here.