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ok, so i'm through with the operation yet 'cause apparently i am still friggin sick -__- the anesthesists said that "with my records of asthma, it would be best to wait a week or two after recovering from a cold before you do your operation because it might still trigger your asthma and it would keep you from breathing during the surgery; we don't want that to happen."
i pretty much went through the whole friggin morning and the afternoon not eating anything but jello, haha, until i got to oakland around 4PM.
so.. going back some time during.. christmas break.
now i'm thinking about whether or not i should go to the winter ball.. irvington or mission? irvingon AND mission? i don't know. i can probably only go to one.
i have a huge headache.
gonna leave it with this stupid survey i took days and days ago
WRATH
1. Who did you last get angry with?
Iono.. probably Vincent.. FOR FUCKING JUST LEAVING ME HELLA FUCKING BORED AND NOT FUCKING TALKING TO ME ENOUGH. Then again.. I think I just overreact.. don’t mind me ^^ hahah. But before him it was probably Jae.. a little argument - wasn’t much. OH WAIT.. today.. it was my MOM. (sigh) ... so much that so many people don't know..
2. What is your weapon of choice?:
BOMBS and guns and maybe some sharp ass knifes so I can CUT whoever messes with my man.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?:
Yeah.. if he hella pisses me off.
4. How about of the same sex?:
Kinda depends I guess.. but yea I would.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
hmm.. I’m guessing Jae.. but I don’t know. Before him would probably be Vincent..
6. What is your pet peeve?
- I hate being poked in the damn arm!! Omgosh.. you have no idea.. I WOULD DIE.. or well YOU would end up dying hahaha ‘cause I’d probably smack the hell out of you for doing it or I’d end up being really. Irritated or. Really. REALLY.. pissed off.
- I also hate it when people try to make themselves appeal so much more than what they are so not! Like.. they try so hard to be hella cool? being someone they're not.. tryna be GANGSTA when you really ain't! lol. but i mean there are exceptions; like for some it just really come naturally, ya know? ..I don’t know if you know what I mean, but.. if you do, then you do.
- Oh, and I really hate seeing the patterns of bubbly.. circles.. all consumed so close that they look like.. I CAN FRIGGIN SMACK THE SHIT OUT OF IT. Hahah, I don’t know.. I JUST HELLA HATE SEEING IT. I would go crazy.. like smack it.. haha. Ok, well like.. you know how you’d put doplets of water on your skin.. one after another.. one next to the other.. when it finally comes to having enough of it.. my inside dies. Yeah..
- And I hate the dark.. it's all because of all the stupid horror movies I've wateched so far in my life! Omgosh.. -_- Like.. The Ring I/II, Grudge.. I don't know what it is.. but when someone mentions it or just reminds me of it ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT IN THE DARK.. I get hella scared or well I just become really.. cautious.. But I get scared hella damn easily no matter what time of day it is.. even if you were like RIGHT THERE! ..IN FRONT OF MY DAMN EYES. -__-
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
Grudges.. I guess I do.. (sigh) I think that kinda sums up all the stubborn-ness and irascibility of me.. BUT I do have self-control.. so I guess that evens it all out.. I kinda just think about other things or what the person had said and (try to) let it go.. usually it doesn’t take long unless it something big to me.. hella not healthy?
SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Excersice my ass off.. I’m not really able to right now (sucks) because I had a spinal fusion for my scoliosis (it’s where your spine develops curvatures, which the doctors don’t even know why, if you didn’t know.) Basically, if I was healthy enough.. I’d love to go to the gym once in a while and just jog or jog outside to get some of that fresh air..
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?:
Like.. 3 -4 PM haha
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but havent?
Mm.. a lot of my old friends.. but I’m not so obligated to do so.. =..
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?
I don’t know.. but that little last argument I had with Jae was probably something like “I haven’t gone out because I can’t go out” or “I just don’t want to ruin the trust that I’ve been trying to build up again with my parents so that I can AT LEAST go out once a month instead of wating MONTHS AND MONTHS, and have it lost again and even harder to regain..” okay.. maybe that wasn’t lame..? but to him it probably was.. haha
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
I don’t think so.. take hella days to finish..
6. When was the last time you got a good workout In?
Probably when I had to walk for like almost an hour from after school class to friggin Seans place so I can wait there instead of sitting outside, till this night class we had together.
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
Like.. none. I kinda have an alarm in my head.. lol But seriously.. sometimes I just wake up automatically on the weekends during the time when school starts.. I hate it. It’s like ‘GO BACK TO FRIGGIN SLEEP, ME’ - retarded? lol shut up..
GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Mm.. I don’t know.. maybe in the future I’d probably be some kinda of DRINK.
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?
Both.
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
Not so much.. not much of a drinker anyways..
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?
No. ?
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?
Recently, I’ve losted a lot of weight FOR MY HEIGHT AND SIZE.. after my surgery. That’s probably like 8 - 10 lbs. And before the surgery I was 103.. guess how much I weight now. Yeahh.. it’s ugly.. I hate it. I find it reaaally hard for me to gain weight even when I’m eating like two to three times more than I usually did before and after surgery. People have problems losing wieght, but I have issues with GAINING WEIGHT. What is up with that!? haha
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
All of the above. I just love whatever makes my mouth water, lol.. what a pig..
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought Mmm lunch?
HAHA, nahhh.
LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?
Uhm.. one.. two.. yup two. Not so much.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
One. I’m more conserative.. HEE =) too badd.
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of the opposite sex during a normal conversation?
Maybe not.. staring. Okay, MAYBE. But not on a regular basis.
4. Have you had sex?
What kind of question is this!? lol
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
Hmm.. face, smile, shoulder, BODY.. =)
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
Uh, not unless you pretend I am. lol
7. Have you ever gotten tested for an STD or pregnancy?
STD MY ASS. Pregnancy.. not till I’m old enough ?? haha
GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?:
NONE.. my dad said he’s gonna get me one.. but uhg.. does he know how to not keep his promise(s). chh (rolls eyes)
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?
Victoria Secret? I don’t know.. but I still don’t get why all that stuff there costs so much than it really should be. Nevermind.. that’s the same thing as asking why some clothes from macys, gap, bananna rep. costs like 80$+
. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?
Get myself a car.. buy my mom a NICE house.. probably give the rest to her or something so that she can live a happier and easier life than it is now. ‘cause I’m still young.. I can still work my way up..
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Why would I want to be famous if it can’t make me rich!?
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
Haha, yeah probably. It's better boring than like harmful to anyone.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?
Yeah, I actually have. You didn’t ask what so I don’t need to tell..
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
I don’t know? 300?
PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
Proving myself better.. being the good girl I should’ve been a while back (making up for old times =..) getting better grades like I used to.. being happier =D <333
2. What's one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?
HAH, kinda hard to fish for. Its like finding a needle in a hay sack.. but what am I to say for them? I guess there really isn’t anything I know that they are most proud of what I’ve done.. maybe getting As? o.O Who knows..
3. What thing would you like to accomplish later in your life?
I want to be able to make enough money that I am able to buy my mom a house.. a nice one.. help her out and stuff. I definitely want to be married in my mid - late twenties and before I have kids.. settle down in a house, make sure my career is gonna stay with me.. yeah.. a family of my own and become a successful lawyer or a buisness women..
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
Mmm, not really? Sometimes.. I’m pretty competitive sometimes.. like I’d argue my way till you see my point of view..
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
I don’t know?
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
Who really hasn’t!? ‘cause I sure hella did..
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?
Well, in my mind.. I’m THINKING.. I got at least a B on my test and essay all together on this book we’ve read in eng.
ENVY
1. What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
I don’t need to want what my friends or other people have. I got what I have. And I have what I want.. and what I want.. I wil get.
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
Hmm.. people who knows the real me of course! I’m not gonna let someone I don’t know into my house and susgest stupid things that I’ll end up hella not liking and be hella mad..
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
I don’t know.. I kinda don’t mine being myself.. but probably a better me.. (shrugs). If I can’t be me.. maybe someone who is rich.. is a relationship where both are truly in love.. doesn’t have debts.. has a beautiful family.. a plan for the rest of the future.. ???
4. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yeah.. sure didn’t feel good.. then again.. the relationship wasn’t stable to start off with..
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?
Heck yeah.. MORE PRETTIER EYES.. =) maybe a little bit bigger in my boobies and my butt. I'd like to be HEAVIER! -_- and taller.. like 5’7” ... but that doesn’t mean I’m happy with who I am though.. hee
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?
Smarts. I really find myself stupid sometimes.. but I guess everyone is smart in their own way. Though I do wish.. I wasn’t as stubborn and picky and soo easily irratated and annoyed by stupid LITTLE THINGS.. like overreacting.. I hate it.
7. Finally,what is your favorite Deadly Sin?
Haha, that’s almost all of the above except not so much of all of the warth part.. well I don’t know. You tell me which is best featured..