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week has been alright.. few ups and downs but okay.
so we're talking about WHAT I AM SOO TERRIFIED OF (in eng.):
first off.. hahahah, my friggin english teacher (mr. spain) said i "was like what, 12 pounds!?" 'cause we were talking about what we're terrified about and would do anything and i can't stand the pitch black.. darkness. i would cry in there all by myself, i'd hecka start imagining things like the friggin ring the grudge.. fdsjaoij and the feeling that something is gonna jump at me and scare the hell out of me or something and then i'd be like, literally scared to death, hahah. and if i'm sleeping in my room at night with no night light (yeayea.. shutup i still sleep with one once in a while 'cause i'm a big baby.. -_- I'M JUST REALLY TERRIFIED OF THE DARK OK, gosh) and i hear a noise.. i try to ignore it but.. my mind would hella just start imaginning things by itself, i can't help it. i would rather die than suffer. AND THEN i brought up the thing where i hate. HATE being poked on the arm. [that's when he made that comment abt being 12 lbs. don't think you can blame me, i lost like 8 - 10 lbs after my surgery and it's so hard to gain back.. i mean i have hella high metabolism, not bragging, but that's how i am. and i'm scared that the fat would catch up to me when i get old, lol] i would litterally beat your damn ass, i'd smack you to death. but SOMETIMES i will take it.. but i gotta rub my arm just to get the feeling out of my system. 'CAUSE I HATE IT SO MUCH. and i can't stand being smacked the head.. cuz i will go crazy on your ass, too.
shoe shopping tmrw =D
what kind of girl would not be happy going shoe shopping!? hahaha