Tearz
so its been quite sometime since the last update. yep im 18 and had a hella awesome bday and i've figured out there are some ups and downs to being 18. anyways...
so i went to the nitro soccer games 2nite its their senior night. saw just about everyone that i've grown up with/love with all of my heart and i really can't stand not seeing them all the time. i've never shed tears over the fact that i left them because i just don't cry. but that was a hella hard decision to make. all the hugs i used 2 get, none and all the hang out sessions, none. i need to see those kids more often and i just love them to death.
now i loveeee SC and all its people cuz they're new/fresh and thats what i loveee about them!!! but they're still with the majority of what they've grown to know and love, ok maybe not love completely but they haven't gone through a drastic change like this. I NEED LOVE!!! thats all i want...is that too much to ask?
so i went to the nitro soccer games 2nite its their senior night. saw just about everyone that i've grown up with/love with all of my heart and i really can't stand not seeing them all the time. i've never shed tears over the fact that i left them because i just don't cry. but that was a hella hard decision to make. all the hugs i used 2 get, none and all the hang out sessions, none. i need to see those kids more often and i just love them to death.
now i loveeee SC and all its people cuz they're new/fresh and thats what i loveee about them!!! but they're still with the majority of what they've grown to know and love, ok maybe not love completely but they haven't gone through a drastic change like this. I NEED LOVE!!! thats all i want...is that too much to ask?