My entry to Kira's Rock music Challenge
My first NC-17 PwP ficlet. (First attempt at a sex scene tehehe). Written for a challenge from ladykardasi , who patiently betad it as well.
LadyKardasi Rock Music's Challenge
Disclaimer: Characters not mine, no profit etc.
Title: I want it all
Rating: NC 17
Pairings: HP/SS
Author: Slytheriny
Beta: Kira
It's Occlumency lesson again. I stand in front of you, waiting for the
usual shower of vile words to come from your poisonous lips. Those lips
that torment me during the lonely nights, those lips I want to own, to
possess, to touch with mine...
You stand there with an unreadable look on your face, judging my
reactions. Do you know how hard I get just by thinking of you? Do you
know I can't continue like this? No, of course you don't know - how
could you?
I always say I hate you, look at you with disgust. But it isn't disgust
for you. No - it's disgust for me, for wanting you so much, for crying
at night thinking about you, about my broken soul that you've
unknowingly shattered.
But this time I will not stand here and pretend I don't want you. I
don'
t want to lie to myself anymore. I want you and I want all of you, your
venom, your ugliness, your age, your vileness, your selfishness, and
your body.
"Prepare yourself, Potter," you stab at me, just like the other times.
But no, this time I won't take it.
"Sure, prepare yourself, too," I reply with a hint of determination in
my voice.
You look so shocked at my boldness that I can't stop the smirk from
escaping.
"LEGILIMENS!" you shout, and start, as usual, raping my mind.
This time I open myself to you, and let you in deeper into me. I
conjure
the memories of the times I touched myself, thinking about you. The
times I inserted the wand into my arsehole dreaming it was your cock.
You stopped searching into my mind and seem to be watching a particular
memory intently. Ah, you're seeing the time when I polyjuiced myself
into you. I wanted to see your member, and to touch it. I tried so much
to put it in my mouth but your body isn't flexible like mine, and had
to
satisfy myself with a hand job. When I came, I shouted your name, as I
always do.
Then I feel you leaving my mind.
You're still standing there looking at me, bewildered. Your face is
flushed, and you're giving me a predatory look. Ah, so many times I've
dreamed of that look. Your obsidian eyes are boring a hole in my soul.
Kiss me. strip me. touch me. take me. fuck me, those are the words my
eyes are screaming.
"I want it all," I manage to whisper in a small, panting voice. Then
you
come, moving with stealth, like a panther about to strike.
"Don't play with fire if you don't want to get burned," your deep voice
says.
"I'm not playing with fire, I'm raw with need," I reply, just before
being swept into a deep, wet kiss.
The kiss is more intense than I ever imagined. You weren't kidding when
you mentioned fire. I'm burning; you're like bacteria, creating a
stirring in me, making me feverish.
A sudden surge of possessiveness seizes you; you grab my waist and spin
me savagely around, making me bump against the edge of the desk. Then
you bend me backwards and press our erections together. Ah, now I'm
feeling delirious, what a sensational feeling. You're rocking our
bodies
together with such fierceness that I think I'm going to come before you
even touch me.
"Ahhh! Ssstop, please stop!" I pant.
You stop, after hesitating and give me a lost look. I know that if we
stop right now your soul would shatter just like mine. An evil voice in
me tells me to run away, but no, not today.
"I.I was about to come," I explain, your look of relief confirms my
previous assumptions. "Let's take it slow," I say "I need to feel
everything, to have everything, today," I repeat "I want it all."
You nod and offer your hand, which I promptly take, and you guide me to
your private chamber.
You take off your outer robe, and gesture for me to do the same. I
eagerly comply, and after a few minutes I stand in front of you, in
only
my crimson boxers. You chuckle when you see my eagerness. It's a sound
I
've never heard before. My cock is waiting for you to touch it, to free
it from this constriction.
Watching you undress makes my heart leap into a frenzied pace. You
don't
even stop at your boxers - besides I've already seen everything...
Your cock's already weeping and I refrain from the urge to grab it and
take it in my mouth, but I want to feel it in me.
"I wanted you for so long," your husky voice says. "Harry, my Harry,"
you continue, giving the conversation a more intimate tone. "So eager
for my touch."
Then unexpectedly you fall to your knees, strip me from my boxers and
take my cock in your mouth.
"Ahhhhh!" I cry, and start mumbling incoherent things while you work my
cock over fully. Electric shocks run through my body, and you continue
sucking and running your tongue over the slit. It makes me delirious.
Then you hum, and the vibration is my undoing. With a cry, I come,
exploding in your mouth.
After milking me of all my come, you stand up and push me onto the bed.
It creaks. You lick my body up to my neck and kiss me fiercely, fully;
those lips I've dreamt about are now mine, mine, mine.
"Yours," you say, as if reading my mind
Then I feel a tingling in my arsehole and then a sudden slickness. Your
finger find its way into my body, breaching me. It works inside me,
opening, stretching me. A second and a third finger are added, and now
I
feel impossibly stretched.
I turn around and lift my hips in a silent plea. I feel the head of
your
cock pushing into me. A burning sensation erupts at every single
millimeter you move. I bite my lip to stop the scream that is
threatening to tear out from my throat.
When you are fully sheathed you wait for me to adjust, and then slowly
start retreating. The pain is still there, but the thought of you in me
replaces the pain with a sudden feel of possessiveness. You drive in
and
out of me, slowly at first, then you increase the pace, touching my
prostate with every thrust, making me hard once again. We both are
talking nonsense now, and after a few more violent trusts we come
simultaneously.
"Hope you've got it all," you say, after extracting yourself.
"Hmm," I reply. "I've got you"
Then for the first time a smile spreads across your face, and it's the
most fabulous sight I've ever seen.
END