Feverishnessness
One word: SICKNESS! Ahhhhrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg! I *always* want to be sick and when I finally am sick i'm to sick to enjoy being sick! My head pounds and I can barley talk thank god my fingers still work so I can type. Today I learned the recipe to the Ultimate Bacon Sandwitch and I also learned that my sister is a physco bitch! Sometimes I hate her I wish she would move out sooner than next monday she is so self involved and she brings my mom down. I fell asleep for like 4 hours and then I woke up to find my cat sleeping on my head. I love you Tobias. I really do.. Your the only one that stayed by me when i'm sick..My cat jumped on my chest and started rubbing it with his paws it made me feel better and he stayed with me untill my fever broke. My mom and stepdad went to Laferia :( geez I just want some love people. What is love anyway? I care for an awful lot of people..I care for everyone but my caring is hollow..it goes unnoticed..Jesus I even care for my worse enemies what difference does it make? Your supposed to love everything but how can you love someone who refuses to notice your existence? How can you love someone who hates you? How can you love Chapa? I dunno..for all my crushes..he fasinates me the most..but he is so mean! Started my new Salem RPG..Its going good .. Finished HPB for 4th time today..took shots full of nite-quill..became addicted to a new type of vitamin..-_-.. Sometimes I wish Toby could talk..of coarse if he could I wouldn't tell him anything..Its suprisng how much you appreciate your pets when your home alone
Gnight all!
Gnight all!