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Aug 12, 2005 18:09

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i chopped off my hair.

all of it.

again.

O__o i'm sure there was a reason for it.

as soon as i figure it out, i'll let you guys know XD.

perhaps i'm getting in touch with my dyke roots. LOL. while i'm at it, i'll get a sex change and call myself John.

...HAY i thought Axe was supposed to bring in the ladies? where the hell are the ladies mang? this bottle's almost done. >: o wtf, false advertising, I say. I should sue the company.

hrmhrm, going out tonite like whoa. ^_^ don't know where though. eh, i'll figure it out later....after my sister stops yelling at me about my hair. >_o what the hell is it with black people and hair anyway? >.< leave me alone i don't need your ghetto mentality imposed on me!

saturday hang out with angie, monday hang out with the lactose intolerant bastard...oh and i get to watch my fav movie...AGAIN. constantineeee....~ all hail tilda swinton/aka gabriel. <3 i love androgygenous people ^_^

..its very irritating that I can change my entire external and yet can't seem to change the internal. I mean really, what do I have to do? O__o I don't get it. Perhaps I am not trying hard enough. Then there are the people who are like "be yourself" and I suppose that that makes the most sense, but what if you really don't like yourself? i mean what if your a huge asshole or something lol, why would someone want to be themselves in that situation....>.> that entire be yourself stipulation has some fineprint man. So, here are some things I would like to change about myself.

1. Stop being so goddamn nice. (and if you think i'm mean now you've seen nothing yet.)
2. Stop taking things so goddamn seriously.
3. Try to be not so damn egotistical. (although I doubt this will change. its not my fault people are so stupid.)
4. self doubt is the devil. remember that people are not worth it.
5. always expect the worst, so that I'll always either be exactly right or pleasantly surprised.

...I would say be more friendly, but *laughs* thats not going to happen...unless I'm drunk.

i need to be more sociopathic. perhaps i can will it on. *wills* >.<

hrm...oh yeah. its still SNAPE DAY. all week, bitches. rejoice.
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