who will bring me flowers when it's over?

[slysom]

tonight was fun. it's so nice to have friends again. I mean I do have friends, but it was good to actually get out and do something, I don't do that much at my house..

oooyy. Everytime I come home I get this feeling of wanting to be back here in Ohio cuz this is where most of my peeps are.. but then there's the whole (lack of a ) job thing and the kids are great fun and it would be VERY hard to leave them, unless it was for some amazing job somewhere so yeah...

I just get in this mood at night sometimes when Ive just had a fun evening out with cool people. darn it why do I have to live so far away!?

meh don't mind me. I'll still be around until Jan 2 so there is time to see people and have fun. Still don't know what I'm doing for new year's eve... but New Year's Day is Sabreshockey! I think I'll host a litle shindig here at mom and dad's place cuz there's lots of room and a big tv and stuff... not for sure yet about anything..

I should go to bed but I'm not tired and I don't have to get up so eh.. I guess I'll just go read instead.

g'night... don't mind my rambles, I'll be fine..