May 30, 2005 10:48
1) Finish my fucking math class
2) Find a roommate who is 18+ or find an inexpensive one bedroom apartment in Citrus Park (right)
3) Beg Trevor for 40 hours a week. Save up as much as possible as quickly as possible.
4) If you have to, get a second job. Tell mom to go fuck herself.
5) Still need to get Christine to teach me promotions.
6) Pray for a promotion in November. Perhaps try and find a job bartending.
Finally, throughout all this, I'll be drinking. Alot. And the first night in my apartment, which I hope will come sooner rather than later, I'm gonna get trashed. Absolutely fucking trashed. There will be mass partying. I just need to get out of here, I've screwed up, sure, but all of this only proves that I can't trust them, because they sure as hell don't respect me. I feel uneasy just sitting in my living room right now. I've got to get the hell out of here, as soon as I fucking can.