are you there lj, it's me, stacy
I'm not sure what's worse, the fact that I am seven chapters in to a Big Time Rush fanfic, the fact that I'm writing a Big Time Rush fanfic, or the fact that I'm afraid to post any of it, not because of the forseen ridicule, but because if I do, what if I never finish it?
I haven't finished a fic in like years. YEARS. And, I'm actually about halfway through this one, and 99.9% certain it will get done. Better still, I like it. Yes, it's for a tween show on Nickelodeon, but, I'm okay with that. It's gotten me writing again.
But still, I can't get past the fear that if I do start putting it out there, it'll kill whatever unseen power has been driving me to write it.
...
I should get some sleep.
I haven't finished a fic in like years. YEARS. And, I'm actually about halfway through this one, and 99.9% certain it will get done. Better still, I like it. Yes, it's for a tween show on Nickelodeon, but, I'm okay with that. It's gotten me writing again.
But still, I can't get past the fear that if I do start putting it out there, it'll kill whatever unseen power has been driving me to write it.
...
I should get some sleep.