Sucky Sad week, and its ONLY Wednesday....

[slynda607]

So Sunday I get home from the Super Bowl after watching the Eagles loose...BOO! I walk into my house and my Mom tells me that my Grandmother went into a coma and has pnemonia. I was so upset I was balling...I couldn't go to sleep really...Then Mon, I told my Mom to call me if she hears anything on Grandmom and she called my cell at like 10am and left a message saying that the docs took her off the IV she was on and she just has oxygen now...then at 11am my Mom called me and told me my Grandmother passed away :( She's gone.....and it sucks, I have no grandparents left now and its really sad. I wish my grandmother was still here but without her alzheimers disease, I wish my grandpop were here with her and they could be happy. I know now they are both in heaven together, but I miss her lots ;( Her viewing will be on thurs @3pm for just family then later in the evening for other friends or people who want to come, then Friday we need to leave my house at 6:30am to be in Jersey on time for the viewing at 8am then funeral at 10am. *sigh* Its gonna be really hard being there and seeing her laying there and not really be there....I'm gonna cry alot... All the grandkids are gonna be involved so all the boys are being paulbearers and the girls are doing a reading, bringing up gifts, or doing the Prayers of the people...me and my cuz Amanda are doing the Prayers of the ppl together, and then I will be reading a poem about my gmom that I wrote while I was in high school. I've read it 3 times, once to my mom and cried, to joey and almost cried i was holding it back, then to my sis heather and cried. So I really need to work on not crying so people will beable to hear me and enjoy the poem. Its going to be hard, but I have to do it, I know my Grandmother will be watching me from Heaven and loving the poem I wrote for her.

RIP Grandmom I LOVE U!
1922-2005