May 05, 2005 00:20
as much as everyone likes to think that i am indeed a slut... its sad to see that i get absolutly no physical attension from the opposit sex.
dont get me wrong... i do manage to get my fair share of dates... but all of them have their own problems to deal with, or they are too young, or they are too young mentally... its always something...
maybe my standards are too high, i'm not sure...
the really sad thing is that i know exactly what i want in a woman... whats worse than that is i have found that woman... perfect for me in every way...
however, there are two problems with her. one i cannot mention for it would give away whom i am speaking about... the other problem is that i cannot bring myself to tell her whats really going on
maybe someday...