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I am going to starting reading. I am going to throw my life into a book. I hate my life right now and I hate myself so bad right now that I just don't want to be in my life. I want to indulge in every bit of time I have with my daughter and when I am not with her put my mind in a book - go off somewhere in fantasy land - escape from reality.
I have fucked up and I fucked up bad - I got in over my head and typical me - I freaked. I can't make a decision - I can't come up with any logic so instead I just pull away and crawl in my little hole and hide. I am such a bitch. But the timing was off - I have to clear my head before I can go on with anything. I am too implusive I jump into things to quickly and I wasn't ready, but will I ever be ready?Will I ever not be confused? What the hell is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have fucked up and I fucked up bad - I got in over my head and typical me - I freaked. I can't make a decision - I can't come up with any logic so instead I just pull away and crawl in my little hole and hide. I am such a bitch. But the timing was off - I have to clear my head before I can go on with anything. I am too implusive I jump into things to quickly and I wasn't ready, but will I ever be ready?Will I ever not be confused? What the hell is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!