Aug 13, 2004 07:10
i dont know what to do with myself it really sucks that denea is still on vacation its not jus tthat i cant see her but i cant talk to her also because she got her phone taken away so this really fucking sucks ive been hanging out with steve and doug a lot theve been helping trying to keep me busy but i still always think about denea i cant because i actually love her like i seriously do and it tears me apart because i cant see or talk to her well shes coming back sunday night and ive waited a long time to see her and i cant wait to well i mgonna go because i need t try and do something to keep myself occupied