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okay this weekend pretty much sucked me and denea broke up again but it was my fault and it just so happened that i was so upset that i had a bad asthma attack and had to go to the hospital i almost dies it sucked i kept passing out and stuff. and as soon as denea knew about it she flew over to my house and almost crashed and shit and she got at my house she saw how upset i was and eveything i really want her back and im really close to getting her back to she told me so i got really happy and were going to the junior prom together too that should be really cool but the thing that reallyu pissed me off was the day after we broke up her fried and somewhat my friend gregg asked her out to the juior prom that pissed denea off bad and me too what the fuck was he thinking he knows weve been going out for 11 months she s not gonna feel better in 2 days but whatever im over it because i know that im taking her so anyway i can twait until we ge tback together again its gonna be so great i feel so much closer wit hher after we broke up and everything cause we were able to talk about certain stuff now we are so much closer and a lot closer to getting back together i cant wait and i know she cant either i was so happy when she told me that but yea its all up to me and im not gonna fuck anything up again i cant do it anymore it hurts her too muc hand it ereally really hurts me so everythings gonna be great but untill then its gonna be ....bumpy lol but hey i need to try to fix all this stuff and i plan to do it and do it soon well i have to go to my next class denea im so happy that you still love me and i love you too i love you so muc hdenea thank you for this chance i thank you very very very much i love you bye