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well i really dont know anything anymore today i am going to deneas house for familys party i really just want to stay home though because she always takes me to places that she goes with her family i always say the yshould be alone for once and she gets mad at me for it today shes mad at me because i got mad because she crushed our plans today last night we made plans to hang out at 10 but then she decided to go to her friends house and sleep over i didnt care about that but the way she said it was like i wasnt gonna be able to see her at all today and today is the only day i ge tto see her because im a fucking stupid little fuck up and got suspended so i cant se her for 5 more days so when she said that i got mad like anyone would because she didnt fully explain herself so ididnt know so she got mad at me and hung up liek she always does because she knows how much i hate it especially when im trying to tell her something but whatever i really want to just stay home and cry today because thats all ive been doing so far cause lately thats all i know how to do well yea im gonna go now im sopposed to call denea even though shes probobly still mad at me all i wanted to do was hear her voice because i missed her so damn much and she gets mad at me i didnt know what to do well it will be alright it always is denea always makes me feel better some how some way i can tsta ymad a her when i see her beautiful face its not possible for me so after i see her toda ywhich will onl ybe for like 2 hours now it could have been 5 but oh well shit happens im still so happy that i at least get to see her well im gonna go si i can call her hopefully shell pick up her phone this time......denea if your reading this i wasnt mad at you to begin with not last night not this morning so please sont think i am i love you so much denea no matter how mad i get or anything i will still awlays love you nothing could change the amount of feelings i have for you exept for one thign and you know what that is well im gonna go ilove you so muc hdenea i miss u baby i love you bye