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Feb 09, 2008 17:28

Title: Second Place Ain't So Great
Fandom: Lost
Characters/Pairings: Sawyer/Juliet
Word Count: 383
Rating: R
Prompt: 6 - Truth for 
12_stories
Summary: Spoilers for Season 4. There will be a point where they have no choice but to throw in the towel.

There will be a point where they have no choice but to throw in the towel.

She knows she will always come in second, she’s accepted that. Doesn’t mean she can’t try.

But Sawyer - he might never learn.

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Strike that: he never does learn.

He lets Kate play him - lets her like he likes it. Maybe he does. This back and forth game.

She wants to have her cake and eat it too.

The world doesn’t work that way.

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She doesn’t bother challenging him anymore.

All it results in is him calling her a liar in one form or another, like somehow it absolves him of everything he’s done because he threw the first stone.

It’s still the pot calling the kettle black.

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Which will come first, she wants to ask.

These days it’s rescue, what with the helicopter just sitting in a clearing in the jungle.

Face it, this is a losing battle.

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When the camps get back together Kate and Sawyer aren’t even speaking.

Surprise, surprise.

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She’s always been forward.

She kisses him, just like she did Jack, no fanfare, just lips (and teeth here).

They’re remarkably similar.

Maybe Kate’s just confused by it.

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That they actually leave them? Get on that helicopter, fly off over the ocean.

Well that just makes it easier now doesn’t it?

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He’s pissed off, that certainly shows through.

She bites down on his lip a little too hard, shifts her hips against his.

There’s a “fuck you” in there somewhere that she doesn’t answer.

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She saw Kate’s face when she got on that helicopter.

There was no regret.

At least she can’t say the same about Jack.

Shit happens. End of story.

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When he fucks her there isn’t much fanfare either.

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She misses her sister sometimes.

Even so, she’ll never cry over it.

What would be the point? His ability to comfort got left on another island, in a cage somewhere, memory preserved in a soundless black and white video.

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“I could’ve told you it was just a matter of time.”

This is a game of ‘I told you so’, except there’s no laughing involved. Nobody wins, not really.

They aren’t ever coming back.

But that’s a truth neither of them wants to accept.

ship: lost: sawyer/juliet, table: 12_stories, character: lost: sawyer, fandom: lost, character: lost: juliet, !fic

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