Apr 01, 2004 11:09
Ok I am back. I know I sounded crazy the past two entries. I was losing my mind. Two weeks ago I lost control and dropped crying. I lost my mind and went insane. I had to get some help. Since I have been in Phoenix I have been keeping all the tension and feelings inside. They all came out and things went bad. It was cause of stress of jobs, money, treated disrespected, anger, missing family, and having to deal with bullshit. I can honestly say things are much better. I know how to deal with things now. I been trying to keep my faith strong and be stress free.
Anyways, the Phoenix life, well I got pictures taken of me for one the local Gay Magazines here. It's for my job at Hamburger Mary's. This weekend is going to be very busy. This weekend is Pride in Phoenix. At my work at Mary's we have a both set up for performances and such. It should be interesting. My other job I quit because of harassment, which will soon be dealt with. Nobody should be treated or miss treated at a work environment. Especially if your doing what your supposed to be doing. My roommates and I are doing all good. I broke the vacuum cleaner the other day. I am so clueless at times. Anyways, The people here seem to be chill everyone either keeps to themselves or have this great attitude. It seems to be getting hotter by the day here this past week it's been in the 90's. Everyone is warning me about the heat going to be around 120. Thank-gaud for swimming pools.
Blah, Blah, Anyways, I wish the best for everyone. BTW some of you might be seeing me soon.
Also please keep your comments to your self if they are going to be hurtful. If your that sad that you have to leave a comment thinking your shit don't stink, think again.
All is well, Much Love Brian