See you next month in a couple of weeks in michigan
I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get it down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this
[CHORUS]
So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kinda thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time
(part of Lifehouses - Sick Cycle Carousel-lyrics)
Anyways, to update you on whats been happening. I was an audience member on the Ellen Degenres show on Feb.6th, it was tapings for many shows. I was part of the show for Jamie Foxx (which aired on Feb.7th) I was part of the emmy monologues (don't know when aired) and part of when James Blunt was on (Feb 21st). It was all taped in one day and they take scenes and put them in for different days. It was fun. I got a lot of free stuff that was very nice. I was also celebrating a birthday that weekend with some friends of mine in West Hollywood and Burbank. Craziness with one of my friends (Alfonzo) happened the last night we were there.
I let go a lot of things this past month cause of stress. I put some of the people out of my life cause all they did with there complaints and craziness was put stress on me. I will be moving out of Phoenix when my lease is up. I am still not sure where I am going next but I do have some options opened up to me. Like Oklahoma City (Corn breeders), LA, or Philadelphia. Who knows I will make my decision as time goes by.
My dad was in the hospital not too long ago. He had clogged arteries. May God be with my dad. I found out a couple fridays ago from my sister at night while I was at a party and drunk. I do not like when things really bad happen when I am drunk.
My sister Sue is having a miracle baby, after the miscarriages. I am very excited to go see my niece, there naming her Macy. When I think of Macy I think of Macy's the Dept. store.
Well thats when I decided I will be visiting Michigan for a couple of weeks. I will have time to spend with everyone. As I read others LJ's it looks like I owe some Birthday drinks and drinks cause I miss ya. I hope to spend time with everyone since I will have time and will be there for a while. If I don't spend time with you, than thats cause it's you.
I hope all is well with all of you and take care, hope to see you all soon.-Brian
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get it down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this
[CHORUS]
So when will this end it goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good
I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kinda thought it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time
(part of Lifehouses - Sick Cycle Carousel-lyrics)
Anyways, to update you on whats been happening. I was an audience member on the Ellen Degenres show on Feb.6th, it was tapings for many shows. I was part of the show for Jamie Foxx (which aired on Feb.7th) I was part of the emmy monologues (don't know when aired) and part of when James Blunt was on (Feb 21st). It was all taped in one day and they take scenes and put them in for different days. It was fun. I got a lot of free stuff that was very nice. I was also celebrating a birthday that weekend with some friends of mine in West Hollywood and Burbank. Craziness with one of my friends (Alfonzo) happened the last night we were there.
I let go a lot of things this past month cause of stress. I put some of the people out of my life cause all they did with there complaints and craziness was put stress on me. I will be moving out of Phoenix when my lease is up. I am still not sure where I am going next but I do have some options opened up to me. Like Oklahoma City (Corn breeders), LA, or Philadelphia. Who knows I will make my decision as time goes by.
My dad was in the hospital not too long ago. He had clogged arteries. May God be with my dad. I found out a couple fridays ago from my sister at night while I was at a party and drunk. I do not like when things really bad happen when I am drunk.
My sister Sue is having a miracle baby, after the miscarriages. I am very excited to go see my niece, there naming her Macy. When I think of Macy I think of Macy's the Dept. store.
Well thats when I decided I will be visiting Michigan for a couple of weeks. I will have time to spend with everyone. As I read others LJ's it looks like I owe some Birthday drinks and drinks cause I miss ya. I hope to spend time with everyone since I will have time and will be there for a while. If I don't spend time with you, than thats cause it's you.
I hope all is well with all of you and take care, hope to see you all soon.-Brian