i wrote this just for you

May 25, 2005 23:24

Today was unofficially pretty much the last real day of highschool. Took my last two finals i think i did okay but i dont ever really care about that at this point. My grades are good, nothing you can do now at this point to completely change around your highschool career but everything went good i think. Today was perfect though, the weather, the kids, the bbq i thought every part of it was amazing. I think it just hit me today that like we are all graduating, and it seemed so far away at first and i think i was in denial for the most part but whats weird is that after tomorrow you never will have a chance to just once walk down the hallways and see all those friends that youve known since you were in elementary. I thought the last 4 years with everyone was amazing. No regrets for the most part, a few scatches here and there but everything was just fun, crazy and unexpected. I mean sure we'll always have our true friends and just those few people that you never lose friendship with, but just everyone else you never get a chance to relive highschool with and everyone is going different places and i think im getting kinda scared? The last couple years were my favorite, everything was really good. I met a lot of really nice, unique, cool people and probably wont have a chance to see most of them ever again. I mean sure theres summer and stuff but things are gonna be completely different now, people living their lives for different reasons and moving on to bigger and better things. Im gonna miss a lot of people even if they probably dont know it, Im not the type of person leaving highschool with enemies but just glad to know that Ive had the chance to know so many great different people, and that some of them have really influenced me in a lot of good ways and such. It's just crazy how fast time moves on and how fast 4 years can just fly by like that. Im not even prepared for college or what college im going to go to for that matter. Its just hard to believe that everyones going to be living their own lives and things are going to really change this fall. But i guess thats what we all have to go through, I loved highschool for all the crazy, stupid pointless things we did. i kinda wish i showed up more to school a little bit more this year but cant complain otherwise. This summer is going to be the best last summer ever. Its my last chance to spend time with the usuals and hang out with everyone as much as possible so thats pretty much my plan. Too many memories and great times and people and im glad i had the opportunity to become such good friends with some of you. And this is long, but i dont think it ends here we still have the rest of our lives to do something great and by now we know who we are as people and friends and etc...
So a farewell to WLW for now, but i hope to see you all over summmer
-NICK
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