Forecast: lazy with a touch of angst today
I am at 21,982 words and I don't wanna write today. Finishing this story is only a long exercise before I can start the one I want to try to publish. See, I do listen to advice, I do. Yet, knowing that this one isn't what I'll be sending out to agents saps my interest...but I gotta get it done to get good enough...but I don't wanna because it's pointless...no it's not, I have to improve or I'll just be another wanna-be filling the agent's slush pile with the suck...but I wanna start the next one because it's the *real* story. (gotta sit down, my brain is dizzy)
Where is
dina_james when I need her?