"All by myself......"
Have any of you ever seen Bridget Jones Diary? Well if you are a chick and you havent, then I highly recomend it too you. There is an opening scene where she is sitting alone on her couch watching movies, drinking wine and being plastered by herself, the song "All by myself" procedes to play and she decides to sing aloud and rather drunkly to it. It's really funny, and kind of sad because at this moment in my life I really can relate to how she feels.
My "Best Friend" of nine years also happens to be my roomate of 3 years and she recently got engaged. At first I was happy, that is untill she broke our lease last week and decided to move out behind my back while I was at work. (lease is up next june) It only took her 5 hrs to move all of her shit out and when I got home, there was a shoddy "post it" type note that was on my pillow
She didnt even use her good handwritting
The note was shitty. She told me she thought I was being a bad friend ( I was never aware that being honest was a negative quality to have) and thought we needed some time apart to think about "things". Okay, yeah, maybe we do but.....
It is not a very good Idea to move out on your "friend/roomate" without ANY notice. Not only that, it was completely done behind my back, she knows my schedule at work and that is when she proceeded to do her dirty work.
She says "dont worry, im not going to fuck you over with the rent." HAHAHAHAHAHA
what kind of an idiot does she really think that I am? First of all, why the fuck you pay rent somewhere for another 9 months when you dont even live there anymore? Second of all, why would i even trust those words? If she is too scared to come worth and say any of this to my face, then why would I believe this.
So I am pretty stressed. The money factor in this sucks, and it also sucks that she is leaving me to try to explain her dissapearing acy to my landlord.
she has left me to work this out ALL BY MYSELF.
But the thing that sucks the most is that I have lost the best Ive ever had, the one person that I have trusted with every aspect of my life, to something that has nothing to do with me or anything that I have done. I dont deserve this. It really hurts. I have all of those shitty emotions like anger, saddness, and most of all fear, fear for what is to come after this.
It has now been a week since she has moved out and she has not tried to contact me at all. I called her tonight and left a message on her phone (even though I know she was watching it ring.)asking her what she was going to do about the rent and when i am to recieve it if at all.
She hasnt called me back.
I bet slips it under my front door.
Lyndsie if you stumble across this posting somehow, you need to stop running. You are going to run out of breath.
I still love you.
~Catherine.
My "Best Friend" of nine years also happens to be my roomate of 3 years and she recently got engaged. At first I was happy, that is untill she broke our lease last week and decided to move out behind my back while I was at work. (lease is up next june) It only took her 5 hrs to move all of her shit out and when I got home, there was a shoddy "post it" type note that was on my pillow
She didnt even use her good handwritting
The note was shitty. She told me she thought I was being a bad friend ( I was never aware that being honest was a negative quality to have) and thought we needed some time apart to think about "things". Okay, yeah, maybe we do but.....
It is not a very good Idea to move out on your "friend/roomate" without ANY notice. Not only that, it was completely done behind my back, she knows my schedule at work and that is when she proceeded to do her dirty work.
She says "dont worry, im not going to fuck you over with the rent." HAHAHAHAHAHA
what kind of an idiot does she really think that I am? First of all, why the fuck you pay rent somewhere for another 9 months when you dont even live there anymore? Second of all, why would i even trust those words? If she is too scared to come worth and say any of this to my face, then why would I believe this.
So I am pretty stressed. The money factor in this sucks, and it also sucks that she is leaving me to try to explain her dissapearing acy to my landlord.
she has left me to work this out ALL BY MYSELF.
But the thing that sucks the most is that I have lost the best Ive ever had, the one person that I have trusted with every aspect of my life, to something that has nothing to do with me or anything that I have done. I dont deserve this. It really hurts. I have all of those shitty emotions like anger, saddness, and most of all fear, fear for what is to come after this.
It has now been a week since she has moved out and she has not tried to contact me at all. I called her tonight and left a message on her phone (even though I know she was watching it ring.)asking her what she was going to do about the rent and when i am to recieve it if at all.
She hasnt called me back.
I bet slips it under my front door.
Lyndsie if you stumble across this posting somehow, you need to stop running. You are going to run out of breath.
I still love you.
~Catherine.