Sep 22, 2003 20:17
Hey well this is my first entry. I'm going to try this online journal and see if I will keep updating it. I had a deadjournal but I stopped updating it. I know I need some way to vent about things, so I'm going to try this, considering I'm on the comptuer a lot and wouldn't bother with a paper journal. Let's see....today was crap. I got up, actually caught the appalcart, and went to take my Statistics test. I did exactly what I didn't want to do when I got it. I looked at it and panicked. All of that studying would have gone out the window if I didn't calm down. So I calmed down after a minute and took it. I'm not sure how I did. I didn't fail I know, but I know I got at least one question really wrong because the teacher wouldn't answer it. I heard at least 3 or 4 other people ask him about the question, which means that it wasn't clear what he wanted. He then got a slight attitude with me when I asked what he meant by the question. He said, "I mean what I wrote, Look at it." which was absolutely no help. So yeah, if he's in a generous mood maybe he'll give me a point for trying. Then I rushed to my Careers in Psychology class. I hate this class; the guy who teaches had a monotone voice, so it's hard to focus especially on rainy days like today. He realized that we weren't really paying attention and let us out early. I went to go see how I did on my Human growth and development class test on Thursday. Well, I got a 76 which isn't bad...but I'm mad b/c if I just would have gotten two more right I could have had a B. It figures, I study for something and get the same grade as someone who doesn't study at all, or looks over the stuff right before class. My last class of the day was personality psyc, which wasn't too boring for a change. Here's where the trouble starts (as I find out later). Originally, Jeff was going to pick me up at 3:15 from psychology. During my classes today, I realized that he had lab at 4, and it would be pointless for him to pick me up, since he'd have to turn right around and go back to campus. I call his appartment since he isn't online to see if he remembered that he had lab, and got no answer. I Imed Ben to see if he knew if Jeff had lab, but Ben didn't know. I tried to call a few more times and got no answer, and I figured he remembered he had lab. It was raining, and I was sick, so there was no way I was going to walk back to the house in the rain. I sat at the library and studied for my history exam tomorrow, and then went to the study session at 6. Being on campus from 11-6:30, not cool. My study session got over, and I called Jeff to see if he would come pick me up. By now it's raining cats and dogs, and I got soaked b/c I got ran into a puddle. There's no answer at Jeff's, so I call Kat, and luckily she's there and she came to pick me up. I finally get back here to the house and see that Jeff's online, and tell him that I tried to call to get him to come pick me up. He was picking up Ben so he wasn't there. Then it comes up that he spent an hour looking for me today after my class so that he could pick me up. So I feel bad b/c he spent that time looking for me. I told him I knew he had physics and wouldnt pick me up. I asked him if he got to lab and he said no. He got rear ended today while he was driving around looking for me. Great. Luckily he wasn't hurt but I know he's pissed. I know it's not exactly my fault but I feel bad b/c if he hadn't been looking for me, maybe he wouldn't have gotten rear-ended. I know that's not really logical thinking, but apparently he agreed w/ me. It's just been a rotten day. I'm still sick (though not as bad as yesterday) and I have a test tomorrow. Then two again next week, on Monday and Tuesday. I hate college sometimes. So yeah that was my day. I'll update again later, maybe tomorrow if I get time. I hope tomorrow is better than today. I really do. I just want to take that stupid history test and be done. I'm not too confident about doing well on that test either. Hopefully I'll do alright. Anyways, goodnight.