Recent Update
Hey yo, Well it seems as if it has only been just a few months since my last post but it has actually been over a year.
Well in that years time I have had another son, Jason, and have gotten married. Life is not easy and never will be for what has happened but all we can do is make the best of the choices that we have made and to live with the decisions that we make.
Now I have been learning through life from birth through everyday, I have seen many good things and many bad things. I have seen sorrow, pain and death. I have lived with hurt and pain but never this kind.
I have seen how love can make you blind but also how badly love can burn you. I also see how it makes you stupid and how much a fool one can be.
I have lost some much from time to love to heartache, but almost all of it has been due to my inability to express myself and the way I feel. I can to those whom I choose but in most cases they aren't the right persons and im too late to have any help.
Advise is like assholes, we all got one and no one wants another.
I can truthfully say that I need more guidance and advise to be a successful father, husband, lover and son, but I try everyday to get stronger, smarter and more insightful of life and love, but I am only surrounded with hate, distrust, disrespect and disloyalty. And the worst part is is that it is a family that would rather treat an outsider with more respect and love than to treat one of their own. And to have a older figure trying to tell you that you have to choose between your kids of a previous time to the kids and the current wife of a current time is just wrong. I will always and have always put my kids, regardless of whom the mother was or is, first. I may not be living with them or with them all the time but my love for them is still the same and is still unconditional.
Well thats it for now
Well in that years time I have had another son, Jason, and have gotten married. Life is not easy and never will be for what has happened but all we can do is make the best of the choices that we have made and to live with the decisions that we make.
Now I have been learning through life from birth through everyday, I have seen many good things and many bad things. I have seen sorrow, pain and death. I have lived with hurt and pain but never this kind.
I have seen how love can make you blind but also how badly love can burn you. I also see how it makes you stupid and how much a fool one can be.
I have lost some much from time to love to heartache, but almost all of it has been due to my inability to express myself and the way I feel. I can to those whom I choose but in most cases they aren't the right persons and im too late to have any help.
Advise is like assholes, we all got one and no one wants another.
I can truthfully say that I need more guidance and advise to be a successful father, husband, lover and son, but I try everyday to get stronger, smarter and more insightful of life and love, but I am only surrounded with hate, distrust, disrespect and disloyalty. And the worst part is is that it is a family that would rather treat an outsider with more respect and love than to treat one of their own. And to have a older figure trying to tell you that you have to choose between your kids of a previous time to the kids and the current wife of a current time is just wrong. I will always and have always put my kids, regardless of whom the mother was or is, first. I may not be living with them or with them all the time but my love for them is still the same and is still unconditional.
Well thats it for now