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dude im so sick of fighting with sean. its really depressing that we cant even talk to eachother without fighting. i feel like i cant be with him anymore. its like everything in my life is going great right now and he is the only one bringing it down. its not my fault that everything is going shitty in his life. its like he's jealous so in order to balance things out he starts shit with me so im miserable. all i know is that when i have gone to my friends' houses, their boyfriends never acted the way sean did last night. it was so embarassing. he was being a complete asshole for no obvious reason. we were all trying to have a good time and of course he had to ruin the mood. im so sick of it. i want to have fun and enjoy my life and i want it to be with someone who can enjoy it with me. instead of being with someone who would rather bring me down....i dont know what to do anymore. sometimes i wish i never met him.