unfortunately, this is alittle bitching

[slutterbunny]

so last night i didn't do anything. i haven't gone out at all in the past two days. now it is sunday and i need to go out and do some crazy shit. i've been waking up around 7:30 everyday because i go to bed around 9:30. i fucking hate it. i can't wait till i have my license so i can at least go driving by myself. everyday i have the feeling that no one wants to be around me. i'm not trying to be a depressed chick that always thinks that people hate her or dislike her, but i really do feel that way. i don't have many friends and those that i do have don't want to make plans with me. i need some friends.

how can i be so tired when i've slept so much already? i'm not going to bed. meh.