lets go somewhere
i need to get out of here. i feel so terrible here. i hate this weather. i wish it was summer. i wish i could live in the water. i wish i knew what you wished for, i would have made it come true. tomorrow after school i'll come home and not leave at all. after all what am i going to do? go to bakers square. wtf. i need a life. i need a job. i hate realizing the truth. what about mexico? i should go to mexico. its warm there, and i can live in a small village and work for what i need. i want to live simple. why have we all forgotten simplicity and friendship and family? can i live in a hammock? i want a hammock. i think i need to see a therapist. at least i'll feel like someone is listening, and they have to say something incouraging once in a while.