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well, today i did nothing, but then all of a sudden i did something! ..i hung out with ilana and nick and stuff, yeah it was fun.i had random bits of laughter and i couldnt ask a damn question but aw well.
and now im home, mother is sleeping and my sister is upstairs, so i am alone again. and i regret veing born so much. i honestly believe everybodys life wouldve been better if i wasnt born. and wow i rly need 2 like, just chill out im way 2 depressed.i need medicine. but i cant tell my family how depressed i am.
i dont rly have anything else to say, im depressed as can be, and from what ive seen so far, im not gunna be happy anytime soon.i honestly believe ilana hurt me more than i ever hurt her, thats how bad she hurt me, but she doesnt even know it...well i guess if she reads this shell know but who cares.goodbye.