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damnit im so pist. i just had a huge fight with my parents and im pist as hell. Theres a lot of shit happening in my life right now and i dont know what i want to do. With this gay ass injury i got now i found out i'm gonna have to be careful or this is chance that i'll have trouble walking for the rest of my life. and my parents told me i'm not gonna be able to go on car date by myself anymore until i get my license. The only time i'll be able to go out is if i'm not alone with that girl unless someone is with us or we're in a group of people or double date or some shit like that. This is pisting me off cuz the girl i like is a bit older than me. so me and my dad are fightin right now. he told me since im a kid that shit rolls downhill. well he can roll down all this shit he wants but i'll throw it back up. Well i really like this girl but i dont know, im only a sophmore. i have trouble talkin to girls sometime so she can read this and see what ever im thinkin. i want to take this girl out and date her but with this new gay rule my parents made its gonna be hard. i dont want to just ask her out cuz i still dont know her that well plus she would probably say no. plus the fact i've had some trouble in that department sometimes. i dont kow. for now though i do want to date her and see what happens from there. if i go out with her a couple times and all goes well then who knows. maybe i'll be able to be more that a silly high school kid. I'm gettin tired as hell of people askin me what i'm gonna do. so hopefull people will read this and stop bothering the shit out of me. well, i'm not even sure why i'm typing is this thing. maybe its cuz im super bored and kinda of depressed. we should all have a pity party. i like it when people feel bad for me. lol. any ways, i dont know, hopefully i'll be able to sort all this shit out. talk to ya'll later. I'm gonna try to be optimistic about what happens. IDk why but i just feel kinda funky about somthing.