he'll be the blood between your thighs
so this years almost over and stuff. it was an okay year. some crazy shit happened haha. but i learned something from all of it. i learned that some people will never really change, some people will change all together, and some just stay exactly the same. ive learned that i cannot save money, and im pretty sure im allergic to morphine. ive learned that friends are just another excuse to go and talk behind someones back, but there are those certain few ones that are worth it. ive learned that sending a picture message does not cost the same as a text message, and that im absolutely in love with Gary Oldman. ive learned that even though you can cry your eyes out to someone, if their intentions are not pure, they will still fuck you over in some way or another. ive learend that it's pretty pathetic when vicodin doesnt get you high. ive learned that, no matter what happens, if ms. Abigail Rose is around, im smiling. ive learned that my dad will never change, not for anyone but Renee, but despite that, i love him and miss him so much. ive learned that once everything is final, the arguements can finally stop, and you can finally be friends. ive learned that even if it's 5:00 in the morning and i just came over because i had an asthma attack, my grandma is still asking us what we want to eat. ive also re-discovered that she is an angel in disguise. ive learned that, no matter how imperfect he is, and no matter how much we fight or how much i get pissed off at him for nothing, i love him with all of my heart and soul. ive also learned that he and i should be related, and practically are. i've learned that my mom is trying too hard sometimes, and sometimes not hard enough, but no matter what, i love her so much. ive learned that i cannot keep my room clean, and that im addicted to gatorade. ive learned that some people get bitter and cold when they lose their only companion, and some people become even more caring when they lose two. ive learned that the saddest thing about death is that the knowledge and the years spent to gain that knowledge is lost with the person. ive learned that taking too much lyrica causes breathing problems.
pretty much the most important thing ive learned this year is that it goes on. and so will the next year. and the next year. and they'll even go on after you are gone, so spend it wisely.
This years been kinda crazy. I guess I'll miss it in some ways. So, because I know I won't post anything before new years,
happy new years, everyone.
goodbye 2006.