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one year ago from today, i was on an airplane, going home to talk to kjell, and see caity, becky, and paige.
but today, one year later, im sitting in my livingroom, alone, waiting for my cheesecake to chill....grounded. 4 piercings in, 2 out. 2 sizes up on the gauge chart.
1 year ago, i used livejournal everday.
and 1 year ago, i had no idea who daniel cormier was.
or Nathan L'Heureux, or Allie Bouchard, or Frank Frisoli.
But here i am, one year later.
cancer free.
almost drug free.
not an alcoholic anymore.
Not in rehab anymore.
but 1 year ago, i had my friend megan.
and i lived in Livermore.
and say kayla everyday.
Here it is, 1 year later.
Megan-less.
havent seen my best friend since we got shitfaced halloween night.
Have all and no hold at all on my life.
dont even know who i am anymore.
but today, one year later, im sitting in my livingroom, alone, waiting for my cheesecake to chill....grounded. 4 piercings in, 2 out. 2 sizes up on the gauge chart.
1 year ago, i used livejournal everday.
and 1 year ago, i had no idea who daniel cormier was.
or Nathan L'Heureux, or Allie Bouchard, or Frank Frisoli.
But here i am, one year later.
cancer free.
almost drug free.
not an alcoholic anymore.
Not in rehab anymore.
but 1 year ago, i had my friend megan.
and i lived in Livermore.
and say kayla everyday.
Here it is, 1 year later.
Megan-less.
havent seen my best friend since we got shitfaced halloween night.
Have all and no hold at all on my life.
dont even know who i am anymore.