Aug 24, 2006 14:50
sigh. i feel like a big failure.
i also feel really bad that i haven't been in touch with townsend people in a really long time. as in, when i think of who my friends are, most of my best friends in townsend don't even cross my mind. that's not good. things should change.
i definitely don't know what's going on with anyone. i barely remember what some people look like. i understand that everyone's been busy but a year ago, i totally didn't see this happening so soon.
:-(
i miss people a lot too.
and i might have an affair like shahrukh and rani do in 'kabhi alvida naa kehna' which i saw last night and bawled my eyes out in the filthy jackson heights theater with a bunch of people... it made GUYS cry. imagine... but yes, i'm in the mood for an affair. i never thought i'd be the one who WANTS to be a mistress, but everyone needs some excitement now and then, eh?