the state of things

[slurring_rhythm]

i'm going home for the week to find a psychiatrist, therapist, or life-helper. everything is a mess. projects need to be put on hold. relationships need to be obsolete. i need to go away for a hot second so i can talk trained professionals and figure some things out.
there's thousands of people up here, hundreds of whom i can talk to.
but they can't help me find what it need.