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im sleeping irregulary.
so much is happening. i've been making friends all over the place. ive been invited to go out every weekend. i should be happy out of my mind. sometimes i am.
i feel like im hiding something from myself because i know that if i recognize it, the shaky tower ive built around me will fall crush me to death.
i dont know.
i miss everything so much. but here it all exists, manifested at the tip of my fingers like a lucid dream.
so much is happening. i've been making friends all over the place. ive been invited to go out every weekend. i should be happy out of my mind. sometimes i am.
i feel like im hiding something from myself because i know that if i recognize it, the shaky tower ive built around me will fall crush me to death.
i dont know.
i miss everything so much. but here it all exists, manifested at the tip of my fingers like a lucid dream.