full moon dreams
lat night i had a dream
i was in a house like the one in "full house" except it was dark, carpeted wall to wall making the floor a moldy brown color, and all of my relatives were decaying.
in the house, my boyfriend (Noel Fielding, British comedian from The Mighty Boosh) and i were staying together. he had come from far away to visit. the day he left a girl came to pick him up. his ex-girlfriends presence convinced him that we couldnt be together, despite having spent a week of really fun time in the house. he wouldnt say goodbye to me. he wouldnt look at me. i was screaming for him to say something. i felt like i was outside of myself, watching this horrible incident happen to a ghost person. all of my relatives knew what was happening but they refused to say anything.
betrayal.
i think i dreamt about this because last night evan and i went out together for a short amount of time. he hates big parties and i felt really torn between wanting to go out and be social or stay in and spend time with my boo.
it was good though because we figured out that we should go to parties separatly but hang out there together...
i dont know. having him in my life makes me responisible, thoughtful, mature.
but im always afraid of what's going to happen in the end.
i was in a house like the one in "full house" except it was dark, carpeted wall to wall making the floor a moldy brown color, and all of my relatives were decaying.
in the house, my boyfriend (Noel Fielding, British comedian from The Mighty Boosh) and i were staying together. he had come from far away to visit. the day he left a girl came to pick him up. his ex-girlfriends presence convinced him that we couldnt be together, despite having spent a week of really fun time in the house. he wouldnt say goodbye to me. he wouldnt look at me. i was screaming for him to say something. i felt like i was outside of myself, watching this horrible incident happen to a ghost person. all of my relatives knew what was happening but they refused to say anything.
betrayal.
i think i dreamt about this because last night evan and i went out together for a short amount of time. he hates big parties and i felt really torn between wanting to go out and be social or stay in and spend time with my boo.
it was good though because we figured out that we should go to parties separatly but hang out there together...
i dont know. having him in my life makes me responisible, thoughtful, mature.
but im always afraid of what's going to happen in the end.