Mar 27, 2006 00:00
so ive discovered a few things about myself/other people lately. and ive decided to share.
i am very opinionated. i love chocolate. i enjoy mushy girl movies and reading books that are political and/or adventurous. i dont hate dumb people, but rather people who pretend to be dumb for attention. i try to like myself but sometimes that doesnt work out the way i plan. i have to wear fake nails because i bite my real ones and without the acrylic my nails would look like a rusty junkyard. i hate my hair because it cant decide whether it wants to be straight or wavy or curly or what. i have very few friends, and even less that i would risk my life for. i love ice cream because its bad for me. i have a strange affinity for waiters/soccer players/fitting room attendants. i try to depend on myself but sometimes thats not enough for me. im hardly satisfied with anything. i like my teeth. my boobs are large and im proud of them, however a reduction is on my to-do list for my life. i want to have one child. im going to college soon and couldn't be happier about that. i live with my father but love my parents equally. my sister and i are on a different level of family and we are best friends. my brother is the kindest person on the planet and would do anything for anyone, therefor i admire him. i love math but hate science (except chemistry). i get attached to people very easily and it takes me forever to let go. i do not pursue the future in anticipation, but rather in wonder of what will come. i don't get excited over what i don't know. i cry at least once every 3 days. i am a republican. i love dogs because i think cats are too independent and no fun to play with. i used to have 2 dogs, both greyhounds, and now i have none. i miss my stepmom more and more every day. i love my aunt because she is the most beautiful, outstanding, courageous woman i have ever known. my aunt had cancer. i am daddys little girl, and always will be. my cousin is a pimp, and that amuses me to no end. i hate talking on the phone. i refuse to hate people, i dont think anyone has a bad heart. my eyes are green and i think theyre too small to notice. my natural hair color is blonde. i dont like to use pencils because the led gets all over my hands. i consider myself an artist. i am smarter than i let myself be. i have never been myself around anyone. i wish i knew how to love the right way.