Ramblings.
I've been busy. I don't know if busy is a good word but I can't seem to find a more apt substitute for it. I've no time. I've no time for anything, I've no time for myself. Everyday there's always something to do, people to meet, places to go, things to think about. Finally today I've time to sit in front of my desktop and slack. But even as I sit here, I keep thinking, "Shit. My off day and I'm going to waste it like that. Shit. A few more hours and its over."
Can you tell me why I'm like that. Sigh. I can't sleep well most nights because my mind is up thinking about things I have to do tmr and preparing for tmr. Most days I wake up feeling like I just got hit by a truck. I look at my face these days and I feel like going back to bed. I've lost something inside. I'm not the Shu I used to know.
Come June, I'll be even busier. As always, my off days on Tuesdays will be reserved for me only. Please do not attempt to touch it because I really enjoy the luxury of doing nothing and waking up at 4pm, taking a stroll to Jurong Point then heading off to netball. Plus I like to come home after netball to watch Cold Case and Killer Instincts. One night of the week I try to meet up with my supperTIME buddies to talk nonsense over cereal prawns, and last night we had Chilli Crab. Hehehehehe. *slurps* Let me show you their faces.
I don't know why they have to choose this photo because I really have better looking photos than this one where I don't have a brow and all you can see are my cheeks.
So anyways, come June, I'll have to wake up at 7am on Saturdays because my elementary 2 lessons are starting. That is 8 Saturdays in a row. Which means I have to take away clubbing on Fridays, not like I party anymore these days. I don't. I can't afford partying anymore. I wake up the next day feeling like I haven't slept for three nights straight. Which also means I have to take away clubbing on Saturdays because I'll probably be too tired after work to even think of partying. When you take that all away, I don't know what I am left with.
I'm trying to catch up with everyone but I've been crazy busy since I got back from Bangkok plus I'm still feeling not up to it these days. Some days I sneeze until I want to give up and die.
Oh god. Somethings wrong. I need to fix it. Something somewhere has gone wrong with Shu. I want the old Shu back. Now!
Can you tell me why I'm like that. Sigh. I can't sleep well most nights because my mind is up thinking about things I have to do tmr and preparing for tmr. Most days I wake up feeling like I just got hit by a truck. I look at my face these days and I feel like going back to bed. I've lost something inside. I'm not the Shu I used to know.
Come June, I'll be even busier. As always, my off days on Tuesdays will be reserved for me only. Please do not attempt to touch it because I really enjoy the luxury of doing nothing and waking up at 4pm, taking a stroll to Jurong Point then heading off to netball. Plus I like to come home after netball to watch Cold Case and Killer Instincts. One night of the week I try to meet up with my supperTIME buddies to talk nonsense over cereal prawns, and last night we had Chilli Crab. Hehehehehe. *slurps* Let me show you their faces.
I don't know why they have to choose this photo because I really have better looking photos than this one where I don't have a brow and all you can see are my cheeks.
So anyways, come June, I'll have to wake up at 7am on Saturdays because my elementary 2 lessons are starting. That is 8 Saturdays in a row. Which means I have to take away clubbing on Fridays, not like I party anymore these days. I don't. I can't afford partying anymore. I wake up the next day feeling like I haven't slept for three nights straight. Which also means I have to take away clubbing on Saturdays because I'll probably be too tired after work to even think of partying. When you take that all away, I don't know what I am left with.
I'm trying to catch up with everyone but I've been crazy busy since I got back from Bangkok plus I'm still feeling not up to it these days. Some days I sneeze until I want to give up and die.
Oh god. Somethings wrong. I need to fix it. Something somewhere has gone wrong with Shu. I want the old Shu back. Now!