new song: WtD
Wait to Die
in true darkness crawl as if blind
nothingness penetrates the mind
direction forgotten centuries ago
dreamlessly sleep robed in cold stone
all i can do is wait to die
waiting to die never knowing why
i anticipate
both death and grave
wonder what's the weather in hell?
as one so blessed
i merely regress
when there's no sins to confess
do you know how to pay the price
i bet you think so, but it Isn't nice
wishing life was serene
open eyes wonder if it's a dream
slows you down but still goes on
all i can do is wait to die
waiting to die never knowing why
i anticipate
both death and grave
plastic flowers should do well
i recover
6 feet under
theres no bandage after goodbye
so i just hold your hand and sigh
sleeplessly we play scissor games
ever feel like everyday's the same
slows down but still wonder why
i need you to save me
i don't want you to go
don't close the mind on me
the ship is sinking you know
pray for me
because i'll pray for you
pray for rain
waiting for that day
when...
would you lead me into the grave
does everyone think that i'm naive
i sit in the eternal dark hurt
heart beating fathoms under earth
still haven't said the reason why
when i was a drug
i was drunk my everyone
chemicals in all the wells
drinking drinking
and they don't know
i need you to belive
i can't let you leave
don't close the window to me
the ship is sinking you know
pray for me
because i'll pray for you
pray for rain
waiting for that day
when...
look i'm the snake in the tree
i give you the apple of disease
can't pardon me for this crime
72 reasons why you should be mine
if i do i'll never know why
i need you to heal me
please don't disappear
don't close your heart on me
this spirit brimming with fear
i dreamed of a time
long long ago
when i was invisble
when i didn't know
i want you to find me
i'll pray for you
pray for rain
waiting for that day
when...
in true darkness crawl as if blind
nothingness penetrates the mind
direction forgotten centuries ago
dreamlessly sleep robed in cold stone
all i can is wait to die
waiting to die never knowing why