Someone Wake me up from this Dream...
I figured it had been a couple of days and that I would update. Lets see. The previous entry was pretty harsh. That was because James was pissed at me, and I was pissed at the reason he was pissed at me. He was the butt of the joke that's all. I was mad because he was being hypocritical but whatever that's over, he's not pissed at me anymore meaning I'm not pissed anymore either well pissed at that. See Katherine is pissed at me now. I guess I was kind of mean but not really. She wouldn't believe me that the reason I was pissed when I was mad at James was because of the reason. She keeps trying to get me to say that it has to do with those two and how they're dating and crap. Let me tell you...I'm not pissed because of them. Infact I'm really happy that they're both really happy because I've never seen them so happy before. I'm just kind of sad that I'm losing connection, and that's probably my fault. But anyway. So Katherine said that and I was like bye I'm not dealing with that you don't know. And idk it was pretty bad. I'm not going to apologize, I feel there's not need to because I feel I did nothing wrong. Especcially since..... Susan checked her myspace when she was at my house. Leading to the fact that I saw the message Katherine sent her about me. Asking what was wrong with me, asking why I'm being such a bitch, and mentioning in a pretty mean way that Susan is apparently the "only person who cares". Susan was kind of hurt I'm not going to lie. I read it out loud cause Susan did have her contacts in and Susan after was like... was that supposed to be mean. I didnt' know if it was or not so all I said was probably but not to you. I mean I care that's she mad but not really. She'll cool down, and I don't care. She's one of my best friends and she's not going anywhere and neither am I. But it's up to her to get this fixed.
Bobby and Prange came over last night. It was tons of fun. Bobby came over and was over at my house probably for like a 1/2 or so until prange came over and he sprayed himself and I with some Coconut Lime Body Spray so we pretty much reaked lol ha ha. Then Prange finally came over and we played monopoly lol ha ha. Prange kicked our asses. Bobby pretty much died. WE called the game on the count of Bobby couldn't pay me the money lol. AFter that we went and got DQ! Then we came back here again. WE hung out in my room for a bit while Pranges parents were on their way. Then it was just Bobby and I. He was online I was laying on my bed. We were just talking not about anything major but not small either lol. Then Bobby went home and we talked online. It was kind of like he didn't leave lol. oh and Bobby told me I can now tell people that he laid on my bed lol ha ha!
I had a scary dream last night. I was really scared. I don't remember much of the dream, but I was almost in tears. I'm in a car. And my phone rings, it says it's from Amanda. So I pick up, and it's Steve. And Steve is like can you come here right now, I was like no I'm in Ohio with Bobby and Katherine (no frikin idea why) and Steve was like oh ok well Amanda is balling her eyes out can you call her and talk to her and when you get back go and see her, I was like yeah. And he hung up. So I called Amanda and no one picked up which didn't make sense because I was just talking on Steve on Amandas cell phone. So I figured I would try again in like an hour that way she has time to calm down and stuff. I got to a hotel with Bobby and Katherine, and Amanda was there waiting. It was crazy. She was still balling her eyes out and I thought I was seeing things but then Steve comes waltzing out from behind some building. I ran up to and gave her a hug and I talked to her. But I don't know what the problem was. I was just really worried. And I"m worried it might mean something. Maybe not with Amanda, maybe with another friend, or maybe with me or omg idk it was so weird though.
Susan Purdy is amazing and I love that girl to death. She's been over quite a bit lately, which is good cause it's an excuse to keep my room clean. lol. I don't mind having her over at all. We can just sit there and talk and have an amazing time!
I gots to go shower considering I work in an hour!
11-3 I want to hang out with people afterwards so someone call me or leave me a message or something!
Bobby and Prange came over last night. It was tons of fun. Bobby came over and was over at my house probably for like a 1/2 or so until prange came over and he sprayed himself and I with some Coconut Lime Body Spray so we pretty much reaked lol ha ha. Then Prange finally came over and we played monopoly lol ha ha. Prange kicked our asses. Bobby pretty much died. WE called the game on the count of Bobby couldn't pay me the money lol. AFter that we went and got DQ! Then we came back here again. WE hung out in my room for a bit while Pranges parents were on their way. Then it was just Bobby and I. He was online I was laying on my bed. We were just talking not about anything major but not small either lol. Then Bobby went home and we talked online. It was kind of like he didn't leave lol. oh and Bobby told me I can now tell people that he laid on my bed lol ha ha!
I had a scary dream last night. I was really scared. I don't remember much of the dream, but I was almost in tears. I'm in a car. And my phone rings, it says it's from Amanda. So I pick up, and it's Steve. And Steve is like can you come here right now, I was like no I'm in Ohio with Bobby and Katherine (no frikin idea why) and Steve was like oh ok well Amanda is balling her eyes out can you call her and talk to her and when you get back go and see her, I was like yeah. And he hung up. So I called Amanda and no one picked up which didn't make sense because I was just talking on Steve on Amandas cell phone. So I figured I would try again in like an hour that way she has time to calm down and stuff. I got to a hotel with Bobby and Katherine, and Amanda was there waiting. It was crazy. She was still balling her eyes out and I thought I was seeing things but then Steve comes waltzing out from behind some building. I ran up to and gave her a hug and I talked to her. But I don't know what the problem was. I was just really worried. And I"m worried it might mean something. Maybe not with Amanda, maybe with another friend, or maybe with me or omg idk it was so weird though.
Susan Purdy is amazing and I love that girl to death. She's been over quite a bit lately, which is good cause it's an excuse to keep my room clean. lol. I don't mind having her over at all. We can just sit there and talk and have an amazing time!
I gots to go shower considering I work in an hour!
11-3 I want to hang out with people afterwards so someone call me or leave me a message or something!