My words, they pour

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Time flies by
As I'm left behind
In this cold
Frighten, lonely
Place
I can hear people whisper
They won't let me in
I know they're talking
I wish it would stop
It's not my fault
I'm being forgotten
So don't blame it on me
If anyone is to blame
It's those in
Denial
Those afraid to admit
They stop
They stopped caring
and they stopped loving
Me
I'm forgotten
Can't you see
I'm dying from all of this
YOu don't understand
It feels as if time
Has stopped
All because
I'm dying inside
But I'm invisible
To the people
I wish cared...

*sigh*

I'm okay! I promise! Ha ha why waste my breath letting people know that i am okay. They either won't believe me or they won't even care. I know who won't care... hmmm...

These past two nights I've gotten an amazing nights sleep... like incredible and I'm hoping that continues cause i need it. I think it's just cause I've been thinking SOOOOOOOOO much lately that I'm so frikin tired I just like pass out as soon as my head hits the pillow! And plus I've been working and stuff! I don't know... but I like it! I've woken up in an extremely good mood these past two days also. Which doesn't make sense because you're supposed to wake up how you go to bed... and trust me i haven't gone to bed happy lol! so idk! I guess it's a good thing!

I'm making dinner for my family tonight! I miss cooking like a lot... I mean I don't want a career in it or anything but I miss it! I mean I'm not bad at it at all! so yeah! and i miss baking for my section... I do that a lot!

Bye everyone I love you all!