Jan 24, 2002 19:10
I want this week to be over but then I have two papers to turn in next week and no research done on one and no books read for the other. I'm a lazy bitch who is really sick and everything aches and itches and is hot. And now I have to deal with the fact that I may move out of this place and with a girl who is way nicer and more like me, instead of my nice but some conceited roommate with whom I rarely talk and I'm sure she doesn't like me that much either. Oyy... it never stops. Oh yeah, I had to redownload Hotline and none of the servers will give me age of empires and then I deleted all 19 episodes of kare kano that took me hours to find and download, because I thought it would help fix this alleged memory problem that Microsoft Word has, yet there is 4G left on my harddrive and ugh.... I don't know what to do. And now I have to do stupid stupid french.
At times like these I just want a nice hug from the guy I love... feeling his arms draw me in... and then envelop me... but it's stupid to dream about that stuff. It just never happens with me. If guys do get interested in me it's always the losers and even those are very rare indeed. I guess I don't come off as the girlfriend type. Alas, I guess that will be the story for a long time. Maybe I'll go see Natalie and Zane at the anime meeting at Porter - I for sure don't need to go to SAMO and deal with those people. Maybe if I get the courage I'll do some DDR. It took me a week but I was able to completely master El Ritmo Tropical. I'm a beginner and a perfectionist. So triple A yet but it's a start. And now to start on french and then a nice dose of nyquil so I can relax.