omgosh my post was actl saved when i thought it wasn't!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm leaving for malaysia in 2 hours time, so THANK GOD this was saved!! i thought it wasn't saved because when my firefox crashed and i opened it and clicked restore draft and it gave me an empty space so I'M SO GLAD IT'S ALL STILL HERE xD
it has been... an overwhelming year.
WOW. loads of things happened~ and i just want to firstly thank GOD for all the countless blessings He's given to me..
my friends, for knowing that i am never alone and that they are there whenever i need a listening ear,
for my family, because they are a gift and i'm blessed to have them,
for never failing to watch out for my next step, because he already took care of the step i'm taking xD
it is so comforting to know that i have brothers and sisters in Christ who are working together hand in hand, and a friend in particular, i won't mention who, i really want to thank her for being the 'mother' in class heheheh, and for always telling me that i can talk to her if i ever need someone to talk to!~
for bringing my xanderettes together, my twin and lia, especially! thank you for bringing lia safely to singapore, and we were able to unite heheheh. for my twin gillian, some things i can't say, somehow i find it easier to say to you.
for lia, who i miss so much already T-T
for the internally exciting experience at the seoul'd out press conference with adrianna, cord and lia~ note the emphasis on internally HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAAH.
for everything i went through together with my ukissme.SG girls~ *MUACKS*
for cordelia, despite your emo-ness even though you deny having, thanks for the fun sleepovers and the talks and everything (:
for ant, just talking to you or just giving you a hug, makes everything feel better, for some odd reason HAHA. because you're a happy fruit x)
for sue, WHO HAS BEEN MIA-ING FOR SUPER LONG!!
for my childhood gang..
despite not being able to spend much time together,
i enjoyed our talks ALOT. even when we were discussing about the unknown and feeling scared together,
when we prayed for our hearts to be strong and to believe in our Lord no matter what the future brings.
for my changjo girls~ especially my changjof4. even though we weren't able to hang out much towards the end of this year,
you know i always enjoy your company~ HAHA especially our karaoke sessions!!! being able to let go, sing and let our hair down!! creating a new legend for kbox.. mix of english + mandarin + canto + korean + japanese + malay songs HAHAHA.
for my rowdy and fun classmates who never make a class seem boring or too stressful, even when we are, we do it together HAHA, and end up laughing like crazy over small things. YES we get THAT stressed out sometimes xD
for a really good internship, with really good people. i'll never forget how nice they were! how my boss threw a fit when he found out my final assessment was below excellent and made sure it got changed to be excellent. how a senior wanted to make sure i made the full use of my internship, learning the most i can and always wanting me to keep trying and improving :) and so many good things i won't mention it all xD but thank GOD for a great and fulfilling internship!!
for adding a new member to our family~
actually, MANY MEMBERS XD
for watching over our u-kiss boys~ and always warming their hearts up to the people around them,
because it is obvious how staff working or worked with them loves them,
for taking care of their health, watching over alexander & dongho as they were in hospital,
for taking care of soohyun's vocal cords, and keeping them healthy and happy!
pray that their humble, kind and cheerful spirit will never die~!!!
that they will continue to be united and strong in their faith and desire to serve you Lord!~
and also that gabby will be well-fed HAHA.
for watching over dongwan & eric in the army, for protecting them from harm and being able to be happy~!
dongwan still feels like a wandering tourist to me HAHA.
for the good 11 years they've had, and for the 12th they will have next year xD
for minwoo and andy's successful concerts, and may they continue to flourish, but always pausing to spend time with their loved ones~ (:
for HELPING ME.. whenever i think things are "GG SCREWED".
even though it's on the back of our class t-shirt, we never are really gg screwed HAHA.
although now i seem to feel like we actually are, looking at the amount of work that needs to be done in such a short amount of time ><
but you know what! in JESUS name, I CAN DO IT :D :D :D because i'm not going to do it alone hehehe.
for times when i felt down, the next day, your love re-energizing my mind and my spirit~
for teaching me to be more giving and not to expect anything back from giving love to others!
for yenling's dad's approval for her to come with me and my parents to malaysia for christmas!!!!!!
i really need to do my regional cinema and whatnot that's not done though.. so praying for DISCIPLINE which i always seem to lack ><
for leading me to a quicker way to get to school xD i srsly don't know why i only found out during my last semester in school!!! but it's when i needed it the most x)
"Whenever you LOVE,
Whenever you GIVE...
it's CHRISTmas~!!"
Christmas has never been about the songs, nor the gifts, nor the decorations, nor the tree, nor the food.
it is the season, with the REASON.
i always felt that the most important thing about Christmas is LOVE. cheesy as it may sound, i've always strongly believed that love is really what makes the world go round, it's the very reason why we are even here in the first place. how we are able to sit under a strong roof from the rain, how we have a bed to sleep in, how we have family members to fight with... etc.
the last few months of school are going to be tough... but I CAN DO IT!
because i'm never doing it alone ;)
"Just do your best & let God do the rest!"
MOTTO FOR LIFE. XD
Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!!!!!!!!
행복하고 즐거운하고 마음이따뜻한 크리스마스 보내세요!!!!!!!! ^_______^
it has been... an overwhelming year.
WOW. loads of things happened~ and i just want to firstly thank GOD for all the countless blessings He's given to me..
my friends, for knowing that i am never alone and that they are there whenever i need a listening ear,
for my family, because they are a gift and i'm blessed to have them,
for never failing to watch out for my next step, because he already took care of the step i'm taking xD
it is so comforting to know that i have brothers and sisters in Christ who are working together hand in hand, and a friend in particular, i won't mention who, i really want to thank her for being the 'mother' in class heheheh, and for always telling me that i can talk to her if i ever need someone to talk to!~
for bringing my xanderettes together, my twin and lia, especially! thank you for bringing lia safely to singapore, and we were able to unite heheheh. for my twin gillian, some things i can't say, somehow i find it easier to say to you.
for lia, who i miss so much already T-T
for the internally exciting experience at the seoul'd out press conference with adrianna, cord and lia~ note the emphasis on internally HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAAH.
for everything i went through together with my ukissme.SG girls~ *MUACKS*
for cordelia, despite your emo-ness even though you deny having, thanks for the fun sleepovers and the talks and everything (:
for ant, just talking to you or just giving you a hug, makes everything feel better, for some odd reason HAHA. because you're a happy fruit x)
for sue, WHO HAS BEEN MIA-ING FOR SUPER LONG!!
for my childhood gang..
despite not being able to spend much time together,
i enjoyed our talks ALOT. even when we were discussing about the unknown and feeling scared together,
when we prayed for our hearts to be strong and to believe in our Lord no matter what the future brings.
for my changjo girls~ especially my changjof4. even though we weren't able to hang out much towards the end of this year,
you know i always enjoy your company~ HAHA especially our karaoke sessions!!! being able to let go, sing and let our hair down!! creating a new legend for kbox.. mix of english + mandarin + canto + korean + japanese + malay songs HAHAHA.
for my rowdy and fun classmates who never make a class seem boring or too stressful, even when we are, we do it together HAHA, and end up laughing like crazy over small things. YES we get THAT stressed out sometimes xD
for a really good internship, with really good people. i'll never forget how nice they were! how my boss threw a fit when he found out my final assessment was below excellent and made sure it got changed to be excellent. how a senior wanted to make sure i made the full use of my internship, learning the most i can and always wanting me to keep trying and improving :) and so many good things i won't mention it all xD but thank GOD for a great and fulfilling internship!!
for adding a new member to our family~
actually, MANY MEMBERS XD
for watching over our u-kiss boys~ and always warming their hearts up to the people around them,
because it is obvious how staff working or worked with them loves them,
for taking care of their health, watching over alexander & dongho as they were in hospital,
for taking care of soohyun's vocal cords, and keeping them healthy and happy!
pray that their humble, kind and cheerful spirit will never die~!!!
that they will continue to be united and strong in their faith and desire to serve you Lord!~
and also that gabby will be well-fed HAHA.
for watching over dongwan & eric in the army, for protecting them from harm and being able to be happy~!
dongwan still feels like a wandering tourist to me HAHA.
for the good 11 years they've had, and for the 12th they will have next year xD
for minwoo and andy's successful concerts, and may they continue to flourish, but always pausing to spend time with their loved ones~ (:
for HELPING ME.. whenever i think things are "GG SCREWED".
even though it's on the back of our class t-shirt, we never are really gg screwed HAHA.
although now i seem to feel like we actually are, looking at the amount of work that needs to be done in such a short amount of time ><
but you know what! in JESUS name, I CAN DO IT :D :D :D because i'm not going to do it alone hehehe.
for times when i felt down, the next day, your love re-energizing my mind and my spirit~
for teaching me to be more giving and not to expect anything back from giving love to others!
for yenling's dad's approval for her to come with me and my parents to malaysia for christmas!!!!!!
i really need to do my regional cinema and whatnot that's not done though.. so praying for DISCIPLINE which i always seem to lack ><
for leading me to a quicker way to get to school xD i srsly don't know why i only found out during my last semester in school!!! but it's when i needed it the most x)
"Whenever you LOVE,
Whenever you GIVE...
it's CHRISTmas~!!"
Christmas has never been about the songs, nor the gifts, nor the decorations, nor the tree, nor the food.
it is the season, with the REASON.
i always felt that the most important thing about Christmas is LOVE. cheesy as it may sound, i've always strongly believed that love is really what makes the world go round, it's the very reason why we are even here in the first place. how we are able to sit under a strong roof from the rain, how we have a bed to sleep in, how we have family members to fight with... etc.
the last few months of school are going to be tough... but I CAN DO IT!
because i'm never doing it alone ;)
"Just do your best & let God do the rest!"
MOTTO FOR LIFE. XD
Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!!!!!!!!
행복하고 즐거운하고 마음이따뜻한 크리스마스 보내세요!!!!!!!! ^_______^